heated debates of ethos

Everyone that i have talked to has a homecoming date. 

i wonder what's wrong with me. 

but then come to think of it i wouldn't have said yes to anybody i know. 

Sometimes you get your imagination mixed up in reality. 

In most ways this is a terrible feeling. 

but in other ways i know this is how i will become my future. 

I don't want to do anything, yet i complain of boredom. 

I'm at a point where the conscious in my head is having a heated debate, 

so ill just sit here until there is a winner.

 I am weak. This will take a few weeks to recover.