Just Wait

sitting here still

curled up on the little red couch

closed doors

and complete silence

well almost...

and here i sit shaken profusely

by the daily reminder 

of where im at 

and a new lesson that i have learned

i sit here slowly falling out of love

for the things i never had

and realizing the truth 

in how i make it up to others

to feel so selfish is to feel completely lost

peeling others from their destinies

none for all and all for one

thats just cute

closed eyes are the best bliss to be at

nothing seen and nothing done

just heard

if you dont take the others

than what can you take for yourself?

if you do take the others

what do you leave for them

worst for both of you

so just wait