Love and Good advice

If you know me, i very rarely likelike any guys

im used to being the "friend"

but im not saying thats all i want

Its hard for me to have a crush stick

what im waiting for 

is a guy to proove to me 

that love can be.

i believe in it

but i havent seen it yet.

Now as i said earlier, i always consider advice

you may not realize but everything anyone has 

ever said to me

i have taken into consideration

so im going to say 

thank you taylor

for giving me good advice

i knew it was right

but hearing someone say it

makes it easier to accomplish

she told me

not to settle

for anyone thats not worth it all.

recently i have been falling inch by inch

into that little hole 

called desperation

i was thinking to try to go out with one of my friends

even tho he had a girlfriend

just because i want someone to comfort me

and i knew if i tried hard enough

he might take me 

because i know him very well

but i knew he wasnt exactly my type

after thinking, ok im just gonna tell him i like him

taylor told me those wise words

and i realized, i could never steal a guy 

from another girl

that im not all that crazy about

first of all i wouldnt come close to the passion she had for him

and i was being selfish

he was her type, not mine

everything happens for a reason

(change subject)

and i believe that after not going somewhere

something happend that would have never happend if i was there

and it was just kinda a slap in the face

noone knows what im talking about

but does anyone ever?

And anyway,continuing, im going to remain friends with this guy

why risk a good friendship

some other guy will show up because right now

i am completely free.

so im gonna do exactly this

not settle

and wait for a guy to proove to me

that a relationship can work out