Why are you so beautiful

its because i held back so long.

you have the most radiance that I've ever felt.

The most knowledge that proved me wrong.

Oh how i wish you could read my words

but that's impossible.

You are always running tag on the back of my mind.

Brutally slashing at nerves for leaving me dumb and blind.

But you are not as a real person at all.

So how can i describe the way you made me fall.

These colors Only shed through light to display your being.

And whatever comes from your point of view is not what i am seeing.

I See You through my own 7 eyes

Yes seven

Two eyes left to my ears that spike my spine when you sound is heard

Two eyes carved from my nose that flare to the scent of your radar.

Two eyes glued to my face to glare your gorgeous glow

and one eye as a mouth

one mouth that holds the memory of my words to you 

If you are responseless then what am i to do

from other peoples words hate for you is true.

but no other discriminations punctured my shield through.

Now how can you really know if you really know me

as if I'm talking from straight philosophy

as you might think I'm confessing about chalk

But what if its a thing that can actually talk

it could be a song that i pondered in my sleep

it could be a secret that i really meant to keep.

But what if its a person that's emptied out my heart

selfish as you are you forgot my dearest part

Your not the only one who's had their eyes on a thing

but what hurts is to want something that you cant have

whats even worse is to want something you once had and lost and never could come back like a runaway dog or dead fish or a cancelled TV show or a teddy bear you lost on a road trip. Or a boy so beautiful that makes your heart tick. It just makes you sick. Because you my old old friend, despite what you think, of me, are beautiful.